(Me hi ko/ me chi ko/ me si ko?)
Mobiles, GPS, internet, all cyber relations
I can do without
Take me back
Back to places I had joy and sun
Flavors divine
Culture richer than that of the ‘the continent’ boasting of rocks and cemeteries
Take me to the PrimeraPlus space buses
The fields of blue
The labyrinth markets
The floating vibrations of marimbas
The jaws that serve as musical instruments
The many brightly colored facades
The white and black dog baking on the rooftop
The friends I loved without knowing
The doorways, steps, fountains, and cobbled paths
The Grandfather so endearing– ‘sÃ, como no’
Take me back
The ladies behind the food stalls, so efficiently and deftly using their wooden presses to shape the corn flour dough into thin cakes which were then tossed on the grill and, almost as if not watching, carefully watched, timed and turned before they caught
(how envious I was of the absent-minded crafting of these women)
Chili and lime on everything. I mean everything.
(ever tried that with mango?)
(you probably should)
Sweet corn, savory corn
Yellow corn, white corn, blue corn
Corn
Corn
Corn
Lovely garlic roasted crickets, kept safe and warm in sweaty pockets
Mezcal, alacrán
(considered vegetarian, right?)
Mosquitos, how you love to torment me with your high pitched, relentless, monotone laughter
(I have never pitied a life of yours that was taken)
Horchata, why must you be so delicious and so far from me?
Jamaica, my love, you evade me and I know not why
All the authentic foods I wanted to try but were all too meatitarian for me
Quesadillas
First, love
the hand-made tortillas with the newly melted cheese (queso oaxaqueño)
Then, hate
after a month of this reliable, unappreciated, vegetarian option
Children spearing the mangos ripe, red-orange-yellow, stories above their heads
Crops I wish grew where I lived: almonds, mangos, agave, nopal
The man at the sandwich shop surprised that the gringa would please like more jalapeños
Gentlemanly bus rider, in the nicest sense of the term
Fresh fruit. Dammit, I want more fresh fruit
All the place names with the exes in them but that seemingly having no method of pronunciation:
Oaxaca (wa ha ka) x = h
Xalapa (kha la pa)x = kh
Xonocatl (sho no katl)x= sh
Xotiocuautitla: Your guess is as good as mine
La Bufa, que bufa eres
Generosity of spirit and time
Swindle-me-not
Better folk
I haven’t met
Exciting me and inviting me
Smiles and honest hands
Safety not a worry, not even a thought
(but of course, I could have been kidnapped or worse)
A mystical land of variation I’ve never dreamt of knowing
Orchids of every shape
Growing from trees alive and dead alike
Stumps fostering vibrant life
Moss, are you friend or foe?
No matter, eerily beautiful swaying in the faintest of breezes
Grey-blue-green falling like locks of a sea maiden
Glorious sandy beach bending round the bay to meet our mother
Tiny translucent crabs anxiously scuttling from air pocket to air pocket between waves
Pelican diving until blinded, desperate for mother’s fruit
Sun, like fire and grapefruit, sinking into the hillside
In a past life I wish I
Spoke your words
Knew your ways, your shapes
better than my own
Drank your sun greedily
Smelled your colors
with every inhale
And tasted your richness
with every exhale
Take me back